Daze

encouragement is a burden
cliché, boring
sunshine is sickening, blinding
night is suffocating
sleep is just a set of unconsciousness
no song is suitable
chocolate is no longer tempting
eating is no longer satisfying
hunger, starving, craving

friends? betrayal
lonely? too crowded
strangers
careless

you just hate everybody but you hate yourself the most
sad, angry, dissapointed
no more goal
no more passion
love, full of lies
hope, deserted
failed
past, dark past, dark future
fear, uncertainty
no more faith
God is so near yet seems to keep His distance
sins
worried

tears...more tears
tired, lost
what should i do
what do i want
where to
who